🇺🇸 - Los Angeles - 06.10.2026

Last phase in motion of organizing my life. Clean out my storage in LA and bring everything to SF.

I found out today I’ll be spending my birthday in the hospital having my body violated. At least it will be better than last years birthday… when I brought fea douchebag to San Francisco with me. I bought her In & Out burger and the dinner and drinks in Northbay… while watching her text on her phone most of the time… on my birthday. What a pig. What is with someone that is in one place but wants to be in another place with someone else??? Well… I’m sure she is where she wants to be now… drunk, on drugs, and with whatever dude will give her attention. And for me… it was boring. She doesn’t know how to kiss, boring in bed, boring to hang out with, boring to talk to, the worst at texting, can’t play pool, can’t swim, can’t ride a bike… but talks often how badass and smart she is.

so why? Men are easily manipulated by sex and attention… and women are driven by money and attention. And who rules the world?

I no longer have to hear her lies, see her face… or hear her screaming children… and she cycles through dudes, drugs, drunkenness… mental illness

When I finished moving my New Mexico things to SF… I strangely felt like I didn’t want to be there. All that effort… and I’m questioning moving. I miss some things and people in CDMX… but I don’t want to go back there either. What’s one to do? Maybe I need something new… maybe El Salvador.